I hate college. It’s worse than high school. -___-. frickin’A. & next semester I have harder classes & no one thinks I can do it because I was fcking around last semester. Whatever you dipshts. I can do this. Hello, Sociology, Anthropology, Math & History. & then Biology, Microbiology, Theater & Zoology and Math for Spring 2012. I’m going to fckn die. CAN DO.
Wednesday Apr 25 @ 11:25amLooking for like semi-prom dresses! :DDDD For CO’s band banquet & the 442nd dinner thingy! :3 I’m thinking either an Orange dress with Green pumps or the other way around (x LOL.
ORRR! Maybe just a colorful dress! :D I don’t know (x I just know I’ll be going to prom stores soon! (:
Monday Apr 9 @ 07:17pmI don’t care what people have to say or think, I WILL talk about you babygirl all I want.
I can’t believe you’re gone.. Can you see me crying? Did I do the right thing baby? It’s so hard without you here. Everyone cried. I would pay a billion dollars for you to come back or just for me to spend another hour with you..
Not a minute goes by that you aren’t on my mind. I’m ALWAYS thinking about you. How I can’t imagine that you’re actually gone.. My heart is completely broken. I don’t know what to do anymore without you next to me. I’m so lost without you.
I cry every minute of every hour. Everyone tries to get this off my mind but how can I forget you. - no one understands how I feel. I literally was holding you and watched as you passed away in my arms. How you looked like you were still alive..
Back home, it’s like I hear you whimpering every once in awhile & you making noise to come in my room. Or I feel like you’re waiting at the bottom of the bed for me to pick you up.. but you aren’t there..
Maya, I miss you so much baby. So much..




